I know, you’re like, “Why is she writing about some random date? Is there some holiday I don’t know?”
Well, no. On September 24, 2006, I lost two men who were very dear to me. I’ve never publicly told the story of that day (and the day after – you’ll understand soon) because I wasn’t sure what relevance my simple story might have.
But in the world we are in today, remembering the hard stuff, and knowing that I made it to the other side, is something that gives me hope.
September 24, 2006 was a Sunday. As I used to do every year, I was working the Broadway Cares/Equity Fights Aids Flea Market. (It’s Sunday, September 24, again this year . Go. Buy stuff. It goes to a great organization.)
It wasn’t open quite yet, when those of us there saw two friends coming toward our booth, and even as we shouted greetings, we knew something was wrong. Among the first words from ML’s mouth were “Patrick died.” The reactions were indescribable.
See, Patrick Quinn was not only a giant of the industry (and the labor movement), but an extraordinary man, dear to more people that he probably ever knew. The rest of that day is almost a blur, but what I remember most is sitting in our office, calling the people who needed to know, so they wouldn’t hear rumors or see it in the paper – listening to them cry and rage, or worse, fall silent and not speak before hanging up. And then, that night, we raised a glass in Pat’s memory for the first time, but not the last.
I didn’t sleep that night – I think most people didn’t – and the next day in the office, I, at least, was wandering aimlessly… until a friend came to find me, and forcibly dragged me into ML’s office, demanding I sit down. I just couldn’t. I kept saying “just tell me” until she told me that there was a rumor going around that my dear friend Eric Muratalla had died Sunday in his hotel room in Chicago. I sat then. And I begged her to reach out to verify it, as she was sadly able to do.
I left them. I had to get away. And then I started calling people. I had to hear it myself, and I did.
For the remainder of the week, I distracted myself planning. Buses to Patrick’s funeral. Travel and hotel to California for Eric’s funeral. And I worked. It was my work that brought both these men into my life, and neither one tolerated slackers.
I know, it’s not much of a story. But as the eleventh anniversary of that day approaches, I needed to tell it. Even more importantly, I needed to remind myself that even the darkest days will be followed by the sun if we believe. And I do.